4 years ago today you left the world, you left your favourite, eldest, youngest grand daughter when she was confused and alone, you left me in a world with no access to a model train railway set, you left me questioning and wondering if you were proud of me, I was left with photographs of you and a whole heap of feelings I didn’t know what to do with. Of all of the faces and voices in my head that are no longer you stand prominatly in my mind, you were my best friend growing up, and a better Grandy I could never have asked for. 

Today it also my Aunt Deb’s birthday, i’m sure her rapidly ageing millionaire husband will take her to fancy restaurant, and throw more jewellery her way. 

15 years ago tomorrow, I got a new chance at life. A tiny dead girl the same shape, same age as I was then, had her liver placed inside my abdomen, to fill the space where my dead one had been.

Honestly no one especially not me thought I would make it this far.